It’s amazing how quickly time passes and how it seems to come to a standstill. Whilst with the ones I treasure, time never seems to be enough. In moments when deeply involved with work, time seems to go by in a blink of an eye. At the same time? When doing what you detest … spending time with people that drain you …. living a life misaligned to what you truly want – These seem to make time stall. The air becomes stale, it feels choking and resentment just builds.
Musings that surfaced as I finished my dinner and reflected on how July has came to an end. Bye bye to birthday celebrations and hello to an amazing August with reconnecting with my clients, reaching out to friends who are open and ready to delve into getting their financial house structured and powered up.
August is gonna be about pushing through and following up not just in career but life in entirety. To say I’m excited and tad bit scared will be quite an understatement. The past two months have been focused more within, on diving deep and opening up.
“Imagine how you will live if you just go all out and do your thing” is something I’ve often asked myself growing up. I’ll think about it and then acknowledge I chose fear which led to where I am at. Then …. I choose fear again. It’s a vicious cycle that came up during the circuit breaker amidst all that time to self and reflection.
Whilst work took a backseat for the past two months? It has enabled me to get clear and formulate my thoughts and feelings to words. All the lingering thoughts; floating around in the back of my mind … it’s clerared and my awareness and understanding of choosing courage (and faith) over fear has deepened.
Choosing courage over fear means being able to face and accept rejection, judgement and abandoment. It requires living life honestly and being aware and growing in awareness on what motivates your triggers and conflicts. To get comfortable sitting with your feelings – in my case with both my feelings and meta-feelings-.
To focus on connecting without pretense. To be unreservedly me, to set boundaries and accept I am who I am and who can accept it will and who won’t, won’t.
I love how doing what I do in my business enables me the choice to work around my time to integrate time for self-discovery and reflection with connecting with people. The very business of human intimacy begins with yourself. And I’m thankful yearly I am blessed to hold space to grow.
That said? It’s time to apply. If you’re a client or a friend looking to get a review, get your financial portfolio in order? Drop me a comment or text to schedule a meeting! You can be sure that it’s gonna be a holistic experience of life plannning where I’ll share what I’ve learnt too.
